It has been over a month since my last post. Life as it has a tendency to do, ramped up, with special occasions, urgent tasks, and everything in between popping up, demanding my attention. Between all those events and moments, I had been working hard on The Edge of Snow and Dust. I danced with the deadline of early December to release the book, sometimes I was ahead of it and other times a step or two behind it. I wanted to release it in time for the holidays.
However I have to have absolute faith that they are getting the very best for their money. That a gift given in love has the same amount of care as a hand cut gem for those earrings or the research and depth put into electronic devices packed with countless lines of code. At the end of November, or yesterday, I looked over my work and saw it had not gotten there . . . yet. I could see parts that could be tightened, or a scene that could be expanded on to tap deep into the reader’s emotions.
Therefore I took my pride in hand and pinned it to the pages. To save face I could have used this post to reveal my book cover, which I was fortunate enough to have created with a quality look without breaking me. And then from there hype up the book and hope the hype outdid its quality: the image of something outshining its reality. There are movies that trick you into theaters, albums that call into question the artist’s often spoken passion, and games that lack the depth promised. I see deception evident in the world today and refused to be a part of it. We see it and hear it around us, pride casting shade on the actual effort they put into something we eagerly paid for. Truth so skewed that we do not know what it’s definition is anymore.
I will speak that hard truth: The Edge of Snow and Dust, is not ready. It will be ready sometime soon, for I feel it is worth doing. And anything worth doing is worth overdoing. When I say countless hours of passion went into this story, you will feel it. When I say getting it right matters more than being right, you will see it. But I will not leave you completely empty-handed, wondering when or even if a novel will be published. Next week I will reveal the cover to my book or the finished prologue. Over the weekend, I finalize my roadmap and confirm which will be first.
This post was hard, and I hope you can empathize with what I want to accomplish. Every night when I thought about what was on my plate for the next day, I would see the date counting up to this post and had to restrain the urge to rush my writing. Then the next morning I would read what I wrote and could feel the characters telling me to give them that one devoted chance to tell their story. I hope you will continue to journey with me down this path even if it got a little longer.